So just how to answer this question. What am I supposed to do in life?
What I have found to work is not to sit around naval gazing, or searching for some intellectual answer but to get up and to get out there. To do something radical about finding the answer.
So if you are based in England, here's one that will challenge anyone (and sorry ladies, this one is lads only. If you are a lady and you would like to find out something for you, leave a comment).
Don't turn your nose at it, don't fall to the in-head voice of prejudice. Just do it.
Contact Father de Malleray FSSP on 0118 966 5284 or email malleray [at] fssp [dot] org. Sign up to his vocations discernment weekend.
The full-board residential weekend runs from the 14th to the 16th of December 2012 at St John Fisher House in Reading.
It's for any English-speaking Catholic men between 18 and 35 years of age (though if you're older or younger ask anyway!).
There is no set cost for students or unwaged, though donations are welcome and for all others the whole weekend, 2 days + 2 nights, including full board accommodation at St John Fisher House is only £50!
This will answer your questions. And no, don't worry, you won't come away a Priest!